cognitive?

i think i forgot to mention about how i was thinking about how i SUPPOSEDLY failed the cognitive test i just took to determine whether i had the cognitive skills to drive. i'm not exactly sure how they're graded but i DO know that i didn't sleep well the night before i took it and *gasp* what a coincidence! I ALSO DIDN'T HAVE MY CONCERTA THAT MORNING! i remember taking a few of those in the past and i USED to be able to drive (so i obviously PASSED them). i was thinking.. if i failed that shit, i wouldn't have been able to have the ability to drive my electric wheelchair as well. OR DO THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT "COGNITIVE" SKILLS WHEN IT'S CONVENIENT FOR THEM?! nobody cares enough about me to advocate for me to get my driver's license again and i'm sure they assume the reason why i lost it was because i was drunk driving.. MY LICENSE EXPIRED AND I DIDN'T HAVE A DROP OF ALCOHOL IN MY BODY. THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T HAVE IT TO PARALYZE MY IMMUNE SYSTEM AND PREVENT ME FROM GETTING A TBI. i learned that in the mothers against drunk driving victim impact panels i went to, AMANDA DOESN'T PAY ATTENTION TO THAT THOUGH! IT'S SOMEHOW MORE WORK FOR HER IF I GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE SO HER PHONY ASS "SUPPORTIVE" ATTITUDE FOR ME TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE ISN'T EVEN SOMETHING SHE FEELS IS CONVENIENT FOR HER TO HAVE. MY GRANDMA WAS FULL OF SHIT. AMANDA IS FULL OF SHIT. MUST RUN ON THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY.

surprised i made it THIS long.

i was just brushing my teeth in the bathroom and fredrick was in the hall outside my bathroom and he said, "EY!! 15 YEARS AND DOWN!" i'm assuming he was saying i looked like i was 15 because i'm aware i look like a kid- probably because i don't really have many things that stick in my head to worry me (because i forget about them due to my TBI which affects my memory) and cause wrinkles and also- I'VE NEVER SMOKED (which DOES cause wrinkles- my mom is proof of it because she used to smoke- i'm pretty sure she still does because she's so damn careless but my sister claimed she quit). i told fredrick i'd be 40 next month- i don't believe i look it at all. more than likely THANKS to my DAD's genes.
i need to get a ticket for an airplane ride to see the apartment that was just offered to me, so i can view it and officially sign the papers which amy fucked up last time i got an offer and she said it was too short of notice and tried to gaslight me into thinking it was so short notice that we wouldn't have time to arrange a plane ride and hotel arrangements. guess what? i happened to look at my CHAMPS account and it said i was a member of the housing company for at least 4 damn years back when i got the offer.. SHORT NOTICE MY ASS. i told my good luck charm that i want a new trustee and they're looking into it. i also don't like the fact that when i call amy- she always has her receptionist lie and say she's busy or not in the office (i'm pretty sure i remember calling one time and the receptionist said to me, "OKAY MS. CARMONA.. I'LL CONNECT YOU TO HER NOW.. UH.. OH.. SHE JUST STEPPED OUT! CAN I PUT YOU INTO HER VOICEMAIL?") very RARELY do i ACTUALLY get to speak to her when i call the first time. brian NEVER used to have his receptionists LIE to me in order to cover his ass, so he couldn't speak to me. just in my experience- MEN trustees ACTUALLY know how to do their damn jobs CORRECTLY. amy is the first trustee i've ever had problems with and *GASP* she's a FEMALE! all my previous trustees were males, btw. i hear some woman saying in an irritating tone, "MENOPAUSE!" (i hear marlon wayans' voice in my head playing in White Chicks saying that). could be.. i don't know, not my business. she just shouldn't let that shit influence how she treats her own damn clients. so i plan on having zen advocate for me when speaking to her, so i can actually get shit done and not have it end up in another argument. i know she reads my blog also, so it just doesn't seem like a very responsible or wise way to perform your job when a client needs to do something and gives you enough notice to get it done and you put the brakes on the plans because it'd actually include you ACTUALLY having to do your damn job. brian should've made it CRYSTAL CLEAR that i'm NOT going to remain in this state. it's killing me psychologically. if anyone actually gave a damn about me- they'd realize that (joe is the only family member who does). you already fucked up my first housing offer- YOU DON'T GET ANY MORE FUCKUPS. i'm pretty sure i need to re-enroll in this housing company again if i reject this offer AND IT WILL BE YOUR ASS- ALONG WITH AMANDA'S IF I LOSE THIS OPPORTUNITY. DON'T FUCKIN PUSH IT. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LOSE ANYMORE- THOSE PEOPLE ARE THE CRAZIESTMOST DANGEROUS AND YOU BETTER BELIEVE I DO KEEP IN MIND THAT I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT TO LOSE WHEN MAKING MY DAMN DECISIONS. you already ruined my birthday plans for a trip to mexico- you're on your last leg. i'll just have to do NOTHING on my FORTIETH BIRTHDAY BECAUSE NOT EVEN I CAN TRY TO CELEBRATE IT HOW I WANT TO BECAUSE YOU SAID IT'D BE TOO EXPENSIVE. I'LL JUST HAVE TO SPEND MY 40TH BIRTHDAY ALONE LIKE ALL MY OTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAYS. it's surprising that i actually made it forty years having to deal with this shitty ass life. seeing psychologists to help keep me sane probably helps because NO ONE ELSE SEEMS TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME. my previous care coordinator used to always say that i was "all talk, no action".. i'm sure she said the same thing to her son who ended up committing suicide- i know he had a brain injury also. it irritates me that people just assume that my mom couldn't have possibly done this shit and can't be as shitty as a person as i say because she's mentally handicapped and she can't read! guess what dumbasses? i KNOW she CAN read because she asked me about something a while ago that you'd only know if you READ my blog. my psychologist said, "it could be your sister telling her what you say" but just judging by her questions about what i wrote, i could tell that she personally read it. i can't make people actually act like they give a damn about me- so i'll just have to continue to drag myself through this shit i call "life" until it ends. i'm not passing this shit down to my kids- which my mom DID do.. i don't give a fuck what you say to defend her- YOU DIDN'T SEE PERSONALLY HOW I WAS TREATED. MY SURGERY INCISIONS PROVE THE NEGLECT AND ABUSE. i DO have TWO of them going up my abdomen and on the side of my stomach (along with dreams flashing back to the incident when i was kicked as a little girl because my mom felt like no one gave a shit about my dad beating on her but if I got hurt as well- SHIT WOULD GO DOWN, so she held me in front of my dad when he was kicking her.. and it did- my grandpa got pissed and chased him back to mexico where my brother found out he died during a drug trading accident or something with the cartels)- I LOOK LIKE A FUCKIN VOODOO DOLL ALL STITCHED UP ALL BECAUSE OF MY IMMATURE PARENTS. you dicks can't condone her abuse and neglect now. GOTTA TRY SOMETHING ELSE, AMANDA! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME THOUGH.. SO HELPING ME GET TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY BE CONSTRUCTIVE AND HAPPY IS OF NO INTEREST TO YOU! I'M HANDICAPPED! I BELONG AT COURAGE KENNY WITH ALL THE OTHER HANDICAP PEOPLE! WTF MAKES ME THINK I'M CAPABLE OF ANYTHING ELSE? FORGET MY WORK EXPERIENCE, COLLEGE CREDITS, AND HOW I GRADUATED WITH HONORS! I ONLY MATTER WHEN IT'S CONVENIENT AND/OR BENEFICIAL TO YOU! RIGHT AMANDA?!

*MY* life. *NOT* yours or my careless entitled mom's.

i say i like living here as opposed to the subsidized shithole in burnsville because i can actually get more work experience because in burnsville, employers didn't wanna hire someone who lived in burnsville which was typically at least 25-30 minutes away from the jobs but there still weren't that many who actually contacted me on indeed when i lived there because they didn't want workers who lived that far away from work. amanda and my mom are more than likely saying, "WORK?! WHY'S SHE WANT TO WORK WHEN SHE BASICALLY GETS PAID TO WORK OUT AT COURAGE KENNY!" did you guys ever attend courage kenny WITH me to see how they treated me and everything they supposedly "helped" me with?! NO?! DIDN'T THINK SO, SMART ASSES. i only started making progress after i started working with tram holloway and his ARP therapy. i started working with him because my grandma got annoyed with me complaining about not getting anything done and wasting my life at courage kenny- so she found tram holloway and he started working with me and hooked me up to his ARP machines. i remember him telling my grandma he'd have me outta my wheelchair and she just rolled her eyes and said, "yeah, ok." he DID get me outta my wheelchair- i don't remember exactly how long it took but it was shorter than when i started working at stupid courage kenny. amanda- tell me HONESTLY, would YOU want to live the rest of your life depending on other people to make sure you're safe ambulatory and haul your ass to a place where they DON'T give you the opportunity to progress or show your potential? they just shove you on some machine that you push and pull your arms and legs forward and backward while sitting and calling it "helpful"?! all your fucking life and have people laugh at you for having goals that are inconvenient for your supposed sorry ass excuse of "support"? you're lying if you said you wouldn't mind because i heard you and your husband laughing at people who don't work and get paid by the government to do nothing. then you guys spoke about how minnesota was the "best for social security" and how all the foreigners come from other states so they don't have to work but still get paid. LOOK AT ALL THAT "CARE" AND "SUPPORT" FROM FAMILY MEMBERS I GET! the only reason why you want me to go back to courage kenny is because your husband's sister is a physical therapist-miserable person who takes advantage of unadvocated, vulnerable adults for courage kenny. YOU NEVER GAVE A SHIT WHEN I WAS GOING THERE BEFORE. I HAVE PROOF OF IT ON FACEBOOK IF FELON MUSKRAT KEPT IT UP THERE. i'll never fucking make anything of myself if people continue to ignore everything i've ALREADY done. so i'll just stick to trying to make a life of MY OWN since they just try to take advantage of vulnerable adults through gaslighting since i don't have advocacy anymore which actually cares about what I want for MY LIFE. doesn't it make sense for you to be supportive of what I want because I am the one who has to live with the consequences of MY life?! that's just if you actually care about me of course. NOT what's more convenient and beneficial for YOU.

apparently my family DOESN'T know the real meaning of *CARING* about their other family member!

someone asked me when i'm available for a phone interview for a front desk position at a hotel. i told them my availability- they haven't replied yet. i'm glad i moved to this apartment because it helped my resume gain job experience as opposed to when i lived in burnsville. employers were probably turned off and uninterested in hiring me by my location at that time because i actually get more employers interested in hiring me when i'm living here, so i'm also able to get more work experience. my grandma used to tell my case managers all the time how she wanted me to get a part-time job when i was living in burnsville and i don't think i worked much when she was living- kinda explains why i was more depressed also. amanda and my mom would already know that IF they "cared" about me as much as they try to make it seem by not being more supportive of my goal to move OUT of THIS state. i'm sure the only reason why my mom wants me to remain living in this state is just so i don't make a more successful life than she has made (if you call what she even lives a "LIFE" *rolls eyes*). and amanda is just naive and is trying to make it seem like my family actually cares about me- so they want me to remain by them even when she doesn't answer my calls or return any of my damn voicemails- so i'm sick of calling her because it feels like i'm "begging" for support from my own damn family. she also doesn't want her mom to have to deal with my mom calling her mom whining about how much she SUPPOSEDLY "misses" me. amanda also doesn't answer the emergency room's calls to her. DID SHE "MISS" ME WHEN SHE WAS HOLDING ME IN FRONT OF MY DAD WHEN HE WAS KICKING HER?! or how about during the TWO surgeries i've had to have on my bowel as a result of getting kicked when i was young? any mom who TRULY cares about their own children, would have been trying to get their child into safety when their dad was violently drunk. NOT MY MOM! she uses me to get attention from other people. that's the only way i'm good for anything to her. you should've just did what my grandma wanted you to do and assisted me to move to the east coast amanda, then there's a good chance this shit wouldn't have came out and my family (my mom especially) wouldn't look like such controlling pricks.

cross one off and gain another possibility.

cross the princess and diva fun shop off the list as possible places to work. i got a notification from indeed that they decided to hire someone else. to tell you the truth- i wasn't really interested in working there but i was trying to keep my mind open about employment.
yesterday, the ics helped me make sure i got some information entered in my housing account for another possible housing offer in massachusetts. i got an email back from them verifying that they got my information entered in my account yesterday and i'd be going onto the next step for housing. zen told me that when they get back to me, i'll need to arrange for plane tickets to see the apartment so i can sign the proper papers if and when i'm interested in it- just like i was SUPPOSED to have on my last housing offer when amy tried to tell me i had just entered myself in the housing lottery and they just gave me this offer at the spur of the moment when i KNOW i've been registered with their housing company for around at least 10 years.. so she was attempting to gaslight me again, to make it seem as if she's actually doing her job responsibly and wisely. all while just preventing me to use my money in a way that would actually be USEFUL in helping me live my future successfully. all of my "care" team members treat me like i'm an idiot and attempt to gaslight me. learn how to do your damn jobs properly.
i just scheduled another in-person interview with some wireless provider in the middle of this month. i seen that buffalo wild wings, who i interviewed with last week told me they decided to hire someone else also. don't get the idea that i'm just gonna be a mentally-handicapped rehabilitation tool and haul my ass back to courage kenny since these people refuse to see my potential and don't hire me. i know that in order to be truly successful at courage kenny- the clients NEEDS to have ADVOCACY to jerk courage kenny off, so they actually look like they're "helping" their clients which i LACK.. always have- always will. it's like people refuse to help me become successful just because i'll progress to a level they could never progress to and they don't wanna look less adequate. ESPECIALLY compared to ME. talk about "care" and "love" from everyone in this state! *sarcasm* HARD TO SEE WHY I WANNA MOVE OUTTA THIS DUMP OF A STATE WITH ALL THIS "LOVE" AND "SUPPORT" I GET FROM PEOPLE AND ALL THESE THINGS IN THIS STATE I CAN DO TO STAY CONSTRUCTIVE! *SARCASM* i AM aware that i CAN live somewhere else where people actually value me and i can stay USEFUL.

not as bad as i expected.

i just got back from the princess shop and the interview went better than i expected. i was like 10 minutes late because of traffic but the woman didn't say anything about my tardiness while interviewing me- unlike the rehabilitation center a week or so ago when i got a lecture on how the woman showed up to all the interviews for the jobs she was interviewing for before she became supervisor at least a half an hour before the interview. this place that i interviewed at today seemed like a nice little place to work to help little girls have fun. she DID ask me the same question that i think got me a slap on the hand the last time i interviewed with these people (i'm pretty sure it was in burnsville center though). "what bothers you when working a job?" and i answered a totally different answer which i'm sure she didn't think was a bad answer because she agreed with it. she said she'd get back to me next week about whether they wanna hire me. so i'm pretty sure i at least learned from my mistakes this interview.
before the interview and right before i paged my lyft ride to come- i got an email from the housing company i applied to in massachusetts saying they had a letter for me in my account. i had the ics assist me in opening it up and we printed it out. it was another housing offer- HOPEFULLY people are ACTUALLY on top of doing their damn jobs and we get this apartment because i don't think i have any more offers left.. i had to reject the last two because people don't know how to do their damn jobs and can't take responsibility for the job they're PAID to do.

CAN'T BE TOO HONEST DURING QUESTIONS!

i have another interview for a receptionist duty at some princess and diva shop. i'm pretty sure i remember interviewing here before but i thought it was when i lived in burnsville when it was in the burnsville center. i remember being too honest when they asked me a question and i think i scared them- so i didn't get hired.. it was one of the very first job interviews i had- so i didn't have experience in filtering my answers for interviews. i'm not gonna put too much confidence in this job either, so i don't get my hopes up and am disappointed with the results of the interview. i have a feeling that they may not have came across too many applicants just because of the nature of the store (people may not want to deal with little girls?). i'm trying to keep my mind open for jobs i apply to and my job coach said to me in a surprised tone, "OH! YOU'VE BEEN INTERVIEWING FOR RETAIL JOBS NOW I SEE?!" and i said, "yeah because i remember at some administrative assistant job- they asked me if i had any experience in retail as if they were open to hiring someone with those skills too.. so i figure it's just something to add to my resume- although, i WOULD prefer working administrative positions but it might make me more qualified for more jobs if i have a retail job on my resume." my job coach agreed with me. i honestly didn't expect them to even want to schedule an interview with me because of my interview at the burnsville center location but like i said.. they probably don't have many applicants. bubbalo wild wings got back to me, saying that i could apply for another position because they filled the position i applied for already but i'm not really sure i'll stay comfortable in that kind of environment all the time. just have to keep applying for jobs..

SILLY ME!

MY MISTAKE! I FORGOT REALITY! NO ONE that's in charge of my finances REALLY cares about me. amy called me this afternoon and told me she asked brit the cost of going to mexico and she said it was like 30 thousand if i remember right. so i don't know what the hell i'm gonna do for my 40th birthday. NOBODY CARES THOUGH! i could cut it short at 39 and NOBODY WOULD CARE! of course my mom would play victim for attention as usual.. so i don't really feel like her acting like she actually cared about me to get sympathy/attention. i'm also thinking that amy would try to go around my wishes to give my brother everything else of mine remaining and either try to take the money for herself or the state.. or maybe both. so i don't really feel like enriching either of those parties because of my demise. i'm sure amy is talking outta her ass because i'm pretty sure i remember her saying a trip to mexico was alright and she tried to tell me that i already just took a trip to boston this year- she finds the ability to gaslight me into thinking i already took a trip this year just so it appears she's ACTUALLY doing her job professionally and enriching me. luckily- i shut it down because i suspected she'd try to pull that outta her ass, so i checked facebook and my cell phone pictures for the dates of the boston pictures before she tried to talk to me like i was stupid and i'd just believe everything she said.. just so she knows- gaslighting IS a form of psychological abuse. so she's causing me psychological abuse for her own benefit.. WHAT A SURPRISE! *rolls eyes* oo! something MORE to talk to my psychologist about! maybe she can help me make sure i have someone who ACTUALLY cares about me handling my finances.

interviews and zero support.. what a HAPPY BIRTHDAY i'll have.

i just had a phone interview with some cell phone company. i also applied for some princess shop for little girls and after i entered the application in a while ago, i remembered that i was pretty sure i had an interview with them when i told them i got irritated with people acting wild after they asked me if there was anything i disliked. so they obviously didn't hire me then.. so i'll just avoid telling them that during this next interview.
i also called amy this morning while i was in bed and i asked her if she made arrangements for me to take the trip to mexico yet. this is what irritates me about people dealing with me- they drag their feet intentionally with an intention for me to just forget my plans since IT WASN'T THEIR PLANS. i think it was the people at sabathani that i told about wanting to make plans for a trip to mexico for my birthday and they said, "OH! THAT'S A GOOD PLAN! WHICH BIRTHDAY IS IT FOR YOU?!" and then i said, "40th." then they said, "OH! SO IT'S PRETTY SPECIAL THEN!" considering i don't remember ever having my birthday celebrated since i was a kid, since i'm almost positive no one cares that much about me to throw a birthday party or celebrate my birthday with me- i'll just celebrate it myself. what better place then the place i was born especially since i haven't been there since i was born?! this is also evidence that people don't care about me in this state- they can't even remember/celebrate my FORTIETH birthday with me (i'm sure that everyone i know of didn't know it was my FORTIETH birthday because IT'S JUST STACY! SHE'LL BE HAPPY WITH US JUST WISHING HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON FACEBOOK! WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?! right amanda?). i was thinking about how amy acts to me and i'm almost positive that amanda hired her just by seeing how she works with me. YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU CAN MAKE ME ACT JUST LIKE YOU IF YOU CONTROL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE "HELPING" ME. i'll have them begging to drop me as a client if i need to. i don't know HOW my grandma convinced you to ever take her spot, ESPECIALLY since you're NOT doing what she CLAIMED you'd do every night i spoke to her on the phone for the last year or so of her life. it's just surprising that i managed to live forty damn years of my life with this complete LACK of care and support in my life. you people wonder why i ran away when i was 16. just because you think something is true about someone DOESN'T make it true.

I NEED SLEEP.

i woke up at like 3 am to take a piss, then i returned to my bed and looked to see if dragonballz was on because it's usually been on when i wake up in the morning- it WAS on at 4, so i set my alarm in case i couldn't wake up for the show but then i had to cancel the damn alarm because i couldn't fall asleep naturally. so i watched the two episodes and managed to fall asleep afterward. it irritates me that my grandma assumed i was stupid enough to believe everything she said and she tried to make having to sleep with a cpap sound "cool", she assumed she'd get me psyched about having to depend on a fucking machine to help me breathe properly so i could actually sleep. she told me that it was "cool like a scuba diver's mask!" i didn't seem interested in it at all but if that's what i need to just fall asleep- i'll try anything. the supervisor of the assisted living program that i first lived in minneapolis would always have to tell all my doctors who wanted me to use sleeping pills that sleeping pills made me act weird, she let me hear a voicemail i left her at night when i took the sleeping pills and the message was weird. i also slept walk to burnsville center in aeropostale and walked home (i'm not sure if this is when i took the sleeping pills.. i'm pretty sure it was). depending on a machine so you can actually breathe properly to fall asleep is irritating as hell- NOTHING said could EVER convince me otherwise and it pisses me off that my grandma would assume i'm stupid enough to think it is cool just because she said it was. more proof that my grandma was naive- she DID afterall put her confidence in some woman who is just as naive as her (if not more) to help me get to new york. anywhere on the east coast would be alright though.. just as long as i'm far away from the mother from hell who just wishes to keep her children on the same level as her so she has company to make their lives suck as bad as her's. the ics worker helped me call the sleep store and they told me i was eligible for a new machine since mine was older than 5 years (so that may be why the piece of shit doesn't turn on anymore). we scheduled an appointment to get a new cpap machine and the soonest we could schedule it was in august but that's better than nothin- so i took it.

Seizure bound. People getting paid to care and NOT caring!

i'm laying here in bed, wide awake because my stupid cpap machine always shuts off within like 5 seconds of turning it on and the ics worker who is supposed to help me refuses to actually help me because zen told him he shouldn't mess with lifesaving devices. SO ICS IS GETTING PAID TO DO SOMETHING THEY'RE NOT DOING! if i tell my care coordinator- he says to look at the number on the side of the machine- which me and the assistant manager did the other day and there was NO number on the side or back of the machine! i'm not getting any damn sleep and it's starting to affect my health because i felt like i was having a seizure a few days ago. it disgusts me because i tell people and they always come up with an excuse not to help me- EVEN WHEN THEY'RE GETTING PAID FOR IT!

what do you *REALLY* care about?!

okay.. just checking.. so my health alert isn't working AND neither is my cpap.. do i have a death wish or do i have a death wish? my family members act "concerned" about my safety if i'm living in a city, yet they don't seem to give a fuck about my health. i HAVE had to press my health alert in the past when i lived on marshall ave. in st. paul because i woke up and i couldn't breathe. GOOD THING PEOPLE ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME TO MAKE SURE ALL MY LIFE SAVING DEVICES ARE WORKING! i fell and i'm pretty sure i may have hit my head, but i managed to crawl to my room where my phone was charging and i called 911 and told them what happened. the emts came and determined i was fine because i wasn't bleeding.. they didn't even feel my head to see if there were any bumps like they usually do. i get the idea that my family just cares about looking like they actually care about my well-being because they're selfish (except joe and jay). thanks amanda! YOU GOT THIS- STRAIGHT INTO THE GRAVE!

seizures.. ANOTHER THING TO BE GRATEFUL FOR!

i forgot to mention that i've been feeling light-headed lately and tired- i'm almost positive it's because my damn cpap isn't working. i felt like the ground shifted just when i was sitting in a chair doing nothing. i remember when i had a seizure, i had the same effects on me. i just remember losing balance and i'm pretty sure i went into convulsions. although, i don't think i've had one in at least 10 years- probably more. YEAH! I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL! while the cause of the accident doesn't have any health effects which prevent him from living a normal healthy life- I who didn't have a DROP of alcohol in her system, have to deal with health consequences for the rest of my fucking life. i'm just gonna warn the woman who downgraded my injuries just to make the drunk driver feel like he didn't do anything wrong and thus, condone his actions- you should watch what you say, you're not innocent on judgment day either- ESPECIALLY NOT making those selfish comments. i don't think she paid enough for her son's mistakes making stupid comments like that. sure doesn't sound like it anyway.
i took a shower for the first time since i got my hair highlighted on friday.. when i was shampooing my hair and after i opened my eyes to see where my conditioner was, i looked in the bath and the dye was in my bathtub. when i was brushing my hair this morning, looking into the mirror- i realized the highlights DO accent my eyes like the stylist said. i didn't believe her because she lied to everyone in the salon about how they looked and i also thought, "i don't have red eyes so i doubt it." because the highlights were red but the red mixed with my natural hair color actually does accent my eyes. i just hope this dye doesn't stain my shirt because my hair was wet when i put my shirt on and there's little spots/drops of red on my white shirt now because the dye came outta my hair- well, my hair still has red in it but so does my shirt now.